I'm a foreigner lost in Japan, just rambling so I don't corrupt my English with Japanish. I've lived in Japan for a while, and I speak the language fluently (maybe a TOO fluently). I like Japanese comedy, walking and going out for drinks with the few friends I have.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

The Party - aftermath

I sent an email to doctor thanking him for the invitation and looked forward to the pictures he and the other men took.

In his reply, he said he and everyone was happy to see and enjoyed my company. He told me what he did after and sent a link to yahoo pictures where he uploaded the pictures he took.

I got sick., to the pit of my stomach. I feel so vunerable, open to blackmail.
I didn't know why I let myself get in this situation. I've had other sex-related offers (i.e. fuck the wife while the husband takes pictures) but I've always turned it down. Why, this time I didn't mention this during the email exchange or before the party started that I didn't want my face in any of the pictures. I did shake my head when they first started taking pictures but they said they were all good people, and the pictures won't be used for ill gains. But under-estimated how much sex was going to be involved.

I've sent an email to doctor and said to removed the pictures and blur the faces, especially that he has uploaded them on yahoo. I never have considered yahoo personal briefcase or photos safe.

What was like to have naked pictures taken for the first time?
Have you had your pictures taken in compromising positions and regretted it?
Has the pictures come back and bit you back?

March 15th - I checked the link and its no longer active. The pictures are no longer up on the net. I feel a little safer but the pictures are still floating somewhere.

1 Comments:

Blogger Mouthy Girl said...

The person who took the nude pictures of me knew me VERY well. I trusted him implicitly...yet took control of the pictures so I wouldn't mindfuck myself with worries.

They've never come back to haunt me. I don't regret it having let him take them...

However, my situation and yours are on two completely different ends of the spectrum. I hope doctor guy takes your requests to heart. I'd hate to think I had compromising pictures floating around. *shudder*

11:38 AM

 

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