Turning points

Do you ever think back in your life and find a point in time where you took a turn in a different direction?
Where were you going, what turn did you make and where did it lead you?

Could be about A.N..Y...T....H.....I.....N......G

Free Lessons

I finally offered my services as a native English speaker to teach English. It was the lady I meet on the bus occasionally. (see post wow) On Monday I offered, if she was interested in getting help with her English. She was reading a book on passing the TOEIC (Test of English for International Communications) and I said even if I am not a teacher I wouldn't mind helping her. As we got off the bus I had to rush to catch the train and didn't have time to exchange email address. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday I didn't meet her. Fortunately I did meet her on Friday on the bus. She took a picture of my contact information with her cell and said she would email me.

We exchanged emails a few times before setting up a lesson. During this exchange, I found out she was a single mother with one child. She wasn't sure whether to bring him or not but it was not safe to let a 6 year boy alone. I didn't know if she had someone she could call to babysit her child while she was out getting English lessons. We arranged to meet on Saturday afternoon at the trainstation and from there we would go to a coffeeshop.

I arrived on time and she was there waiting already with her boy. She was wearing white suit/skirt with a black ribbed V neck shirt underneath. She was wearing fish net stocks with knee-high boots and around her neck she wore a bulgari pendant (probably fake). The pendant fit just comfortably in the ample cleavage she was exposing. A Total MILF. We went to a near by coffee shop. She told her boy to find some space for 3 people to sit. The boy ran and found a table on the second floor, which also is the smoking section. I thought it was ok since the two people sitting on either side weren't smoking. She dropped of her bags and went back down to get coffee. She was smart enough to not ask for me to pay for mine as I was giving free english lessons.

On the other side I saw two girls talking. One was wearing a short skirt and I decide to sit facing her in hopes I could get to look up. She quickly noticed I was looking her way a lot and she closed her legs protecting herself from my prying eyes.

the lady came with our drinks and we started our lessons. She didn't bring any of her text books, just a notebook to keep notes. I started talking about her emails she sent in English first. We then started speaking in English. We started to talk about current news but was too difficult for her because she didn't have the vocabulary. She spoke about herself and asked questions about me. I had to lie to her too. She asked what my dream were when I was a boy. I said I wanted to be a pilot. She asked why I stopped and had to bullshit and said it was too difficult. All this time I was trying to keep looking at her face and not down her shirt drooling with her son next to me cutting up paper.

After 2 hours I looked at my cell for the time and cleaned up my area, trying to hint I was tired. She got the hint and we packed and left. I managed to see her ass on the way out and saw her panty lines. It was nice.

Its not really fair to call someone open for sex just because they dress like it. She emailed me later after I got home to say thank you. I emailed her back saying it was fun but not forget my payment next time without being brute about it. I was getting mixed signals with her being *available* but she was with her boy. If she was interested in a little bit more personal attention, she would have given the signals but I didn't get any.

I'm confused now... what do I do?

Backed up?

I chat often on Yahoo Messenger. I troll on several website looking for yahoo email address and randomly send IM in hopes they might be on at the same time.

One of the IMs I got back was from a old male. We've been chatting for a while now. Mostly x-rated stuff... about masturbation, his wife, our sex life. He knows I lived in Japan and like typical american men he asked whether I have gotten any from a japanese female. I have not and I haven't gotten any for a long time now. My right hand has kept me company. He was amazed I could last long without getting any and he said if it was him, he would have lept on the other side of the fence, so to speak.

So my question is... how long will you go celibate before you go crazy and jump on the other side of the fence?

My color

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

Peaches in the Pool

I've got nothing to do on the weekends. Its my primary reason to go the gym early in the morning on the weekends... there's nothing on TV anyways and I can' t spend all day on the net surfing anyways.

I've been going now for almost a year now. The gym has 3 floors, the first reception and the fitness area, the second changing rooms and studios, and the third is where they have the swimming pool. WHen I first joined, I wanted to swim and that's what I did. Problem was I got boring after a while and there was nothing *interesting* to see. All the other people in the pool were old Japanese people, majority of them women. They were all surprised to see a 6'1 foreigner get in the pool. They all wanted to talk but I wanted to swim. They got the hint but it didn't stop them from chatting among themselves. What irritates me the most is that they walk in the pool, in pairs, side-by-side, blocking the lanes for the people walking faster (or longer strides) behind them. I stopped going to the pool and instead got on the bicycle and lifted weights. It was great at first. I lost a few kgs in the process and I was able to talk to the pretty women and instructors. (see first blog entry). Its been a few months since then, and I've noticed something else. They are more guys in the fitness area.

*No Duh*

I guess that's where its easiest to impress the women, even if there are none at 10am in the morning. I've seen a guy on the lateral press (the one where you push out the bars from your chest) trying to push his chest out only to lift himself off the seat. I was trying soooooo hard not to breakout in laughter. He had the weight really heaaavvvy, even when there was nobody to impress... he wasn't that muscular either.. more lean than big. And I've also noticed this guy after a set on any machines, he checks himsself on the mirror...ewww....
I've seen another guy, on the lateral pull down, where instead of sitting, he's standing with his elbows locked.. he was grunting soo much I thought we was going to tear his bicycle tights and shit out on the spot....

Past few days, my back's been bothering me. I could lift weights so I decided to go back to the pool just for today. Its the same people still walking, swimming. The pool instructor that teaches breast stroke was still there. I came in at 10:30am, and swam for a bit. She was in the middle of her class. After a while my back was bothering me so I decided to go to the jaccuzi to warm my muscles. By this time, the class was over and the swim instructor was out, drying herself. What I saw pretty interesting. She was wearing a sporty swimming suit, black with crossing straps behind her. As she passed the jaccuzi, I saw her swimming suit making her dent along her crack. Pretty interesting, and thankfully the bubbles were covering my erection. She came over to the jaccuzi to test the water but I didn't see if she had a camel toe. Must be a swimming suit for professional swimmers... cut down on the unneccessary lining... her ass was nice and tight. I'm guessing she was used to the men oggling at her ass. Looked like she had a nice set of firm peaches underneath. MMMmmm... I wanna bite and let the juicies drip from my mouth... but she doesn't look like she open to anyone talking or flirting with anyone.

She went into the office to change into the gym uniform. She walked out wearing the usual shorts and t-shirt but her ass was AMAZING.

Happy New year

Hello everyone
Its 9 days into the new year. Hope everyone has recovered from their hangovers.

I had a calm new years. Went for dinner with friends, later clubbing. Dancing was fun but after a while we all got exhausted. I'm only 29 but my body feels 70. Aches and pains all over and I need my sleep.

I couldn't do much on new years. I was travelling on business on the 3rd and had work to do before. Kinda sucks but I relished on the opportunity to travel for business. I could get used to travelling and staying at good hotels. This time, I had a friend who was getting married and I was able to kill two birds with one stone.

I had a blast at the wedding and the after parties that followed but made work ALOT more difficult the next day.... well the same day considering I was sleeping after 4am and was up by 10.

I'm back now and I've got work to do.... oh well